Was a lad (easy). Now a dad to Daisy & Seth (less easy).


Nursery; Is It Worse For Me?

They all gave me a look. A look which said “whatever you do, don’t give him a hug”.

But I couldn’t resist…

Before I get ahead of myself, I should explain. Seth has just started nursery which I knew, from speaking to other parents, would be an experience ranging from ‘absolutely fine’ to ‘totally horrific and emotionally draining’ depending on whether I had spoken to a dad or a mum.

Well, four nursery drop-offs in and it’s certainly been a mixed bag.

Last Monday was his first day and we’d attempted to prepare him the weekend before by repeating over and over (and over) again that he was going to ‘big boy school’ the following day. My wife purchased a Spiderman lunchbox which he was delighted with. He has a red jacket; when he wears it he thinks he turns into the actual Spiderman, so to now have this lunchbox as his accessory, meant that he was over the moon.

I guess the equivalent would be if I bought my wife a Mulberry winter coat and then surprised her with a matching clutch bag (is that what they are called?) to go with it. She would be pretty impressed.

Daisy goes to the same nursery albeit in the bigger class and she decided to take on a motherly role in reassuring Seth that it was going to be ok. Very sweet.

But to be honest, I had no idea how it was all going to pan out. The morning started smoothly enough with the kids dressed and fed, lunchboxes packed, jackets on and even the weather was on my side. I decided to try and get a picture of them both together outside the house before we left so I could send it to my wife who was peppering me every few minutes with texts requesting updates!

It turns out that attempting to get a photo in which both kids are looking in the correct direction, smiling and not pulling a weird face is pretty damn hard. Here is a selection of my best attempts!

Nursery collage 

In the car we hopped and off to nursery we went.

Seth seemed happy enough but did he really know that I was about to dump him in a strange place with strange people? Maybe he would think that I was never going to come back for him. Perhaps he would think that this was it for us?!

“Thanks for the past two years dad, now who is this total random you’ve handed me over to for the remainder of my life…?”

When we arrived Seth insisted on walking down the path with his lunchbox. His sandwiches, yoghurt, fruit and water cup packed in tightly, it wasn’t the lightest of things but undeterred he struggled his way down the path, proud as punch of his achievement.

Nursery Seth

(this was taken the following day)

And so we had arrived, Seth preparing to embark on his own solo, parentless adventure. I took Daisy to her nursery room where she goes with the bigger kids and held Seth’s hand as we walked through the door of the toddler room, and into the unknown.

At that point, he realised what was going on.

He clung to my leg.

I shook my leg.

He remained adjacent to my leg.

Clearly, he meant business.

All of a sudden I noticed all eyes were on us. Bloody hell, the pressure of a successful first-timer nursery drop off was intense! I took Seth’s coat off, showed him his peg and walked him through to the kitchen to drop off his lunchbox on the assigned rack.

Houston, we have a problem.

Remember I told you about his Spiderman lunchbox we bought him which made him so happy and made him think he was actually Spiderman. As I reached out to put his lunchbox down, the worst imaginable thing happened.


Seth’s dreams of being a real superhero were dealt a severe blow and he had reached a stark realisation; mummy and daddy were LIARS!

Feeling his hand getting clammier by the moment and his facial expression becoming more forlorn, it was time to say goodbye.

Go on then…

The teachers are watching…

Say goodbye…


I couldn’t.

I gave him a hug and he grabbed me like you might cling onto the edge of a cliff with a 1,000 foot drop beneath you. As I stepped away I was advised to say my farewells and leave quickly as it would be easier for all involved.

Really? Easier for ALL involved? Not me. I wanted to stay until lunchtime just to check his little face was happy.

I went in for a second hug (which I believe to be the biggest crime you can commit as a parent dropping off your child for the first time) and walked off.

Seth’s face crumbled. Obviously I was fine because I am totally manly and don’t get emotional at these sorts of things.

Or something like that…

The morning passed slowly as I counted down the minutes until I could pick him up. Eventually, 1pm arrived.

Now, I have a theory about nurseries. I think that there might be a written guide for the staff that they have to adhere by when telling a returning parent about their child’s first day.

Regardless of how their child was during that first day the response is always the same:

Well, Parent X, I’m pleased to tell you that your son/daughter had a fantastic first day at nursery. Yes, there were a few tears when you left this morning but I can assure you that they were all gone within a few minutes of you leaving. Yes, there were points in the morning when he/she was a little bit sad but we can’t wait to welcome him/her back tomorrow.

And they tell you this, regardless of how your child got on that morning! I mean, who actually knows?! Seth was crying when I left him and seemed teary when I picked him up. That could potentially have been 4 hours of straight crying. And the nursery’s *disclaimer* sort of covers off all eventualities.

(If there are any teachers reading who can confirm or deny this, feel free to do so in the ‘comments’ section!)

To be fair, when he got home he was in a pretty good mood and he seems to have improved over the first few days so I guess it can’t have been that bad for him AND – more importantly – he’s probably forgiven me for leaving him there to start with.

Having said that, this was a picture I took this morning when I told him we were heading to nursery…

Seth Unhappy

So maybe he hasn’t!

#lad2dad lesson When you drop ‘em off, give an extra hug. Won’t improve their day but it WILL make you feel better about it!



The Pyjama Saga & Incredible Drama

How was your Christmas break?

Mine was great apart from five hours of it which will be forever known as ‘The Pyjama Saga & Incredible Drama’, the reason for which will become apparent very soon.

It was Boxing Day, I’d been working that morning doing a Breakfast Show on the radio and also been working at an event in the afternoon but managed to squeeze in a nap in between, full in the knowledge that I would be driving the 200 mile trip from Leeds to London that evening with the family.

My wife did a sterling job of getting the kids ready, feeding them, putting them in their pyjamas and packing the cases ahead of my return home. It had just gone 6pm and I packed up the car filling every available inch of space with the mountains of luggage my wife had decided we absolutely needed to take with us for our five day trip. It’s quite incredible; however many suitcases I leave out for her, she manages to fill them to the point of bursting. Like a sumo wrestler wearing a pair of Beckham briefs.

We then have the same conversation every trip:

Me: “Darling, I think you’ve over packed?”

Wife: “No babe, everything in there is there for a reason.”

Me: “Sure, but do you know that you’ve packed around 10 outfits for Daisy & Seth but we are only going for 5 days, it just seems a bit strange…”

Wife: “Do you want to do the packing next time…?”

Me: “I’m just saying it’s a lot and your mum does have a washing machine at her house…”

Wife: *GLARE*

We’ve managed to go from babe to GLARE in the space of four sentences.

Alas, some fights just aren’t worth having. One day I’ll learn…

Car packed, kids strapped in, sandwiches made for us and we were ready to go.

Pyjama Drama

In my head, this is how the journey would pan out:

18.25 Leave Leeds.

18.30 Put on the Frozen soundtrack.

18.50 Kids fall asleep.

19.05 Wife fall asleep.

19.06 Turn the radio on to listen to the football phone-in.

21.10 Arrive in London.

21.15 Transfer kids into their cot / bed.

21.20 Sit down, smugly and celebrate the journey’s success with a small whisky.

The reality wasn’t quite as smooth.

Now I’m going to tell you something that my wife doesn’t currently know but will find out when she reads this. I’d seen the forecast was for snow during parts of the journey. BUT, being me (in this instance ‘me’ is code for stubborn) I wasn’t going to let that stand in the way of us reaching our destination as planned.

What I didn’t bank on was how bad the snow was going to be!

Twenty minutes into the journey and all was fine, Daisy nodded off to sleep as I’d predicted and Seth was awake but quiet.

Five minutes later it was all beginning to unravel. The snow started coming down and coming down fast. My wife panicked at the sight of the first snowflake on the windscreen and even I was getting a little bit worried at how much was falling, much more than the forecast had predicted. Within five miles we were crawling down the motorway. Seth had embarked on a new game which I think was called ‘Wake Up Daisy By Shouting As Loud As Possible’ or something like that. Either way, he’s really good at it and succeeded.

It was pitch black, the motorway was covered in snow, all passengers in the car were awake and my clearly-overly-optimistic original agenda seemed a distant dream.

For nearly three hours we ploughed our way down the motorway, too worried to come off in case we got stuck on any side roads.

We’d heard on the grapevine that the snow was due to clear around Leicester, pretty much half way through the journey and as we edged closer we became slightly more confident that we wouldn’t be spending the night shacked up in the car.

Then things got worse.


Sniff, sniff.

My wife turned to me and said “I think Seth’s done a poo”.

No biggy, I thought. I’d been driving for over three hours and wanted to stretch my legs, the kids were wide awake and could do with the same so we decided to pull over at the next service station, Leicester Forest East.

We bundled the kids up in their pyjamas, jumpers and blankets and made a dash through the sleet straight inside heading to the baby change toilet so we could all refresh ourselves.

All was fine until my wife put Seth on the baby changing unit and pulled down his pyjama bottoms. Now, I’ll spare you with the gruesome details but on display is something that a friend of mine refers to as a POOMAGEDDEN explosion. You get the picture?

It was so bad that we had to throw his pyjama bottoms in the bin!

My wife instructed me to return to the car to find Seth some new pyjama bottoms whilst informing me that she had no idea which case they were in.

When I walked back into the service station, totally drenched after a frantic suitcase search, my wife was sat in the arcade section by the fruit machines.

It was nearly 10pm. The kids were awake, eating biscuits and totally unsuitably attired. I looked like I’d just had a shower and was shouting “FOUND THEM, FOUND THEM” across the service station oblivious to passers-by. Anyone walking past must have seriously questioned our credentials as responsible parents.

To be fair, I can’t blame them!

We returned to the car where the weather soon cleared, the kids fell asleep and we completed our journey, arriving five hours after we had set off.

Daisy & Seth transferred to bed perfectly. I don’t think I’ve ever been more grateful towards them.

The journey was at last complete.

All that remained now was the small matter of surviving a week at my wife’s family… 😉

#lad2dad lesson Children need three times as many clothes as they are physically able to wear and anyone who doesn’t know this is stupid. Obviously.